hmm

i am still trying to process what happened with Nona and her family…i dont have any answers, and the information i have is skewed (sp?), and no one has the same story as anyone else…so i dont know what to believe…i do know that if i had known that Nona really wanted to go live with her mom, it would have been a week of shipping her stuff, a party or 2 with her friends and family, then a happy send off…not this fucked up crapshoot that happened…whatev…

Godzilla slept the whole night…i need more of that…it felt good to sleep the whole night in my own bed…

today is a lazy day for us…tomorrow i have 2 appointments…i think we will go to the park on friday…

watching i robot…we will see if i like it or not…

i have met several photographers in the last couple of days…its been cool to be around them…and i have learned that i dont know anything about my camera, except the bare-bones basics…i have a lot to learn…maybe i will see if i can follow them around…

Pmans teeth are coming in…the adult ones on the bottom…and they are crooked…damn…he has my teeth…and he is scared of the dentist…we have got to change that, cause he is not going to have a choice…

PA has to quit soccer…she has been diagnosed with jumpers knee…so no running or sports that have to use her legs…she is not happy about this at all…but she is open to other options…she wants to try water polo… *sigh*

T had cortisone shots in his knees on the 8th…they made the pain worse…so now he has an appointment with orthepedics…he also has jumpers knee (its genetic, isnt that special?)…the next option is surgery…except all of his xrays are normal… *sigh* we are not excited…

i will be talking to my doc tomorrow about ordering a full thyroid panel, or whatever they call it…but i want every test available to be taken…my hair is half what it was when we took the arizona trip…not cool…

T called his dad today to wish him a happy birthday…apparently his mom had a seizure and was in the hospital…and they found out that her cancer has gone to her brain…i was only able to talk to T for a few minutes…but damnit…we *knew* that this was possible…and we *knew* that she would not live forever…and we *knew* that the potential for it happen soon was there…but we thought we had more time than this…i dont know all of the details…but damnit…its fucking not fair…to any of us…

its wednesday…which means tomorrow is hnt…this week has got to get better…

new pics on flickr…

peace…